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    October 03

    困扰

    最近这个问题让我很是郁闷 大概有半年了吧 不愿意别人提及年龄问题
     
    提到了我也尽量回避 觉得自己老了 真的是老了 有点不敢面对 看着那些
     
    朝气蓬勃的小姑娘小伙子 自己已经没有他们那份激情与冲动 好无奈啊
     
    近乎恐惧的心里让我觉得无法面对 从而失去了以往的自信心 在面对很多
     
    问题上都没有足够的勇气 害怕失去 害怕得不到 越是害怕就越是爱发脾气
     
    想从气势上占据上风 试图以此掩盖自己内心的不自信 可是这样做的下场
     
    往往是让人觉得我更难以接近 不可理喻 甚至不愿意再跟我交往下去 这种
     
    发泄方式的对象往往是自己最亲近的人 可他不会明白我的内心 我只是没有
     
    从前那么放的下了 不在乎才不会发脾气 越在乎就会越过分的发泄 怎么办
     
    我该怎么办 他不会对我的这些变化有反映 就更别说来帮助我了 自己又实在
     
    没有好的解决办法 唉~~我是个无能的人 也知道这样会让他看不起 可我现在
     
    有点撑不住了!!
     
     

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